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Damansara, Selangor, Malaysia
"Before I formed you in the womb I knew" you, before you were born I set you apart; ..... ( Jeremiah 1:5 ) I'm just an ordinary girl bt is special in God's eyes!!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Cant understand....

Now.. i dunno what happen..??
In front of me with a bunch of friend , she will treat me damm good, help me, say of my good things infront of my friends.

LAst time, everything she will tell me, no matter what happen, or she need help she wil tell me, but now.. there's lots of things she hide from me, many things she discover she will share with me, but now, she hide ffrom, she did not know that i've realise....

So many times, when i get news earlier from my friend, she will be angry. What is this?? I feel weird why must angry le.?? We 1 group of friend, we also goin out yamcha 2gether, juz oni my friend inform me 1st den call me pass msg ... like that oso angry..??? huh...??

Where I go..?? What I do..?? she always will ask..?? go with who...?? there is alot questions sumore.. I dont mind telling her... cozz.. i did not do anything wrong..?? bt den when i ask her, she will answer me with a very rude way. Sometimes when u nv say it, bt ur face shows, ur emotion shows it clearly...

Especially, when i go out with my friends, da group got 1 guy that she likes, when i go out with them she will be angry..huh..?? why le..?? i not goin out with that guy alone, i go with a group le.. haizz... She even ask me what are we talking about...?? I don mind telling her, bt den when i asked her bck da same questions, she will telling lies to me... I already knew bout it, y muz lie to me...

Lastly, I wanna noe, when can this test over... how m i goin 2 overcome this trial and tribulation.. Arrgghh... Seriously, i dunno what is she thinking about...? Can she think maturely...can she be more matured... She can lie to everyone surround her... bt den the person that she hurt, have observe what she has done...

I have alot of problems to face too... so many things i need to settle, so many circumtances i need to overcome.. it makes me so frustrated...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

New Personn...??

ermmm... long time nv write blog d.. haha...

2009 May... haha... nearly half a year did not blog..

Now... who m i..?? i really dunno who m i..?? many ppl said i've changed... i change alot.... .

Did i change..?? which part..??