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"Before I formed you in the womb I knew" you, before you were born I set you apart; ..... ( Jeremiah 1:5 ) I'm just an ordinary girl bt is special in God's eyes!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

16 and 17 sept 2009

Erm.. this is so called ' the GBS meeting up' coz it was kenny and ah fatt's birthday... hahaa.. supposing we must reach there by 9pm bt den cozz to many people from different parts of selangor and kl so we were late... we reach ampang look up point at 11pm pheww...

Besides that, not only malaccan, there is also 3 of them from ipoh, which is chanel, jessie and ziqin, hahaa... unbelievable, chanel and ziqin was primary school mates and did not meet up for the very long time and finally both of dem met up here... hahaha... what a wonderful gathering not only for us bt for them oso... wakkakaa. Although everyone of us are from GBS Malacca bt den we are glad to know them 3, they are funny and we chat alot.. hahhaa... mayb all of us are malacca and juz 3 of them are ipoh so they don dare 2 share to much things cozzz scared we 'whack' dem wakakkaa... jkjk....

Not only that, weeyong bcome more n more bulat, as usual as evry1 said, n den surprisingly eugene hair turn gold.. haha... his reason is, he fell into a big drain n turn gold.. wat a lame joke..wakakka.. on this day, eugene and meiyit will be having presentation tmr, bt their slide not done yet.. dey damm stress mann hahaha.... there are many lame jokes coming out on tat day... hahahaa.... we enjoy our nite in the cooling weather .... =p















Rakuzen

We enjoy our nite at Rakuzen Desa Park City, this is a small gathering 4 us and it also celebrating mei yit's bday... wakakka.. Ah fatt, Edvin, Mei Yit, Mei Yin and me were enjoying our dinner.. although abit expensive bt den we enjoy our gathering time... wakkaa.. cant believe after 2 yrs of studying in kl we can meet each other n yamcha in kl as usual as what we always go in malacca.. wakakaa.... =p





my confidante



that's us with our delicious food


Yin, Yi , Yit


speechless... ~~

I read this article from 1 of my friend's blog, this is the problem that many people might facing now. It seriously happen surround us, some can feel it, and some cant, it depends on a person sensibility. This is just apart of the article and I edited some of it.

I cannot understand how the mechanisms of some people’s brain work sometimes. How can they be so extremely fake? I always said I hated backstabbers. I hate the jab from the back. But this is totally different from what I’ve seen so far. So totally different.

This individual can laugh. This individual can smile. This individual knows how to get angry, and he/she definitely knows how to condemn. If you’d wronged him/her, then get ready for his/her judgment. He/She’ll ignore, he/she’ll condemn you behind your back, and deny it in front you with almost genuine anger. He/She hates to be questioned, no matter how questionable his/her actions might be. This individual sees faults in others. Did he/ she seen any error in his/herself.

He/She’d treated me nice before. But the more I think about it makes me wonder if his/her warmth is genuine at all. All he/ she need was company. All he/she need was someone to talk to, no matter who it is. No matter how much he/she actually hates you. All he/she need is to own the world. He/She needs to make the world bow to his/her command. He/She wants the world to know how he/ she felt. But he/she never bothers to care what the world’s feeling. A self centered individual.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Genting...

Marilah kita bersama - sama menyaksikan gambar-gambar yang telah ambil oled professional-professional sekalian...


Gambar ini telah menunjukkan titik nostalgia yang dikenangi ...^^
Enjoy da Show...!!




















Enjoy our genting trip... hooray... juzz although juz 2days 1night bt den is fun... love the cool weather dere... so happy dat da weather is cool...i'm loving it... wakakkaaa

Sadnya, i miss all my roller coaster... =( wuwuwu... beratur lama.. tetapi sudah mau sampai kita punya turn dah hujan dahh.... aiduhhai.... betul-betul menyedihkan.

we went to the casino too.. haha... although nt playing bt den nampak banyak 'gamble hantu' kat sana.... amat tidak dapat menyangkakan... mereka sanggup membazirkan wang mereka dengan banyak dan langsung tidak peduli mereka akan menang atau tidak...

walaubagaimanapun, trip kami sangat syok tetapi.. saya juga ada sedih.. fren saya cakap tak payah peduli.. tetapi.. saya tau saya boleh ignore.. tapi macam mana ignore... jika saya cakap banyak, takut orang cakap saya backstab tak cakap,tak paham isi hati saya tengah fikir... saya benar-benar ada jemput, saya memang tak paham kenapa cakap saya tak jemput. Ada apa yang tak paham teruslah tanya saya directly.... tak payah cakap byk byk... kadangkala memang tak paham akan mechanism otak fikir...adakah sesetangah pompuan bersifaat begini..??? kita hanyalah insan biasa tapi byk perkara dan isu masih tidak dapat memahami... kadangkala ku rasa, ku sebagai seorang pompuan tapi masih tak dapat faham apa seorang pompuan fikir, adakah perbezaannya antara sifat pompuan atau terdapat pelbagai jenis pompuan di dunia ini?? ini adalah pompuan juga tak paham pompuan bukan lelaki yang complain saja, pompuan juga... wakakkaa...

Harap memaafkan jika saya ada buat apa apa kesilapan ketika itu... gambar-gambar yang lain berada dalam kamera kawan sayaa... hhhahahaa... jumpa lagi.. =p

Thursday, October 1, 2009

This is what I need now...

I read an article from Pastor Jaeson Ma, bout his mission trip from Jerusalem to Seoul Korea his passion towards Christ. He found out that many believers or Christians who have gone to church for their entire life but they dont know God.

From Jaeson Ma articles, he said I met a person the first night I came to Seoul Korea. This person is very well known, very accomplished, in the eyes of the public a strong believer, faithful to the family, serves in the church and owns a successful company. But this person contacted me to meet for an emergency… I felt led by God to meet with this person and when we met I found out the pain, emptiness and struggles in this person’s heart. This person was empty, on the outside everything seemed perfectly good, perfectly Christian, but on the inside this person was just going through the motions, living in duty and obligation for their entire life. Having faith, but no heart. Having religion, but no relationship. I looked this person straight into the eyes and said, “I don’t think your problem is how to get rid of this sin in your life, I think the deeper issue is that you don’t know God.”

From that it really touch my heart.. this is wat i'm struggling now, everyone said i've changed, i know that i've changed but.. do they know what my heart wants, branded goods, shopping, delicious food, luxuries stuff, money all cant make me happy until now, all these cant make me happy after all, all dis is my outside but my inside.. only God knows what i need and what i wants. God can feel my emptiness.

My passion in life is to know Him. My purpose in life is to know Jesus intimately. My desire when I wake up is to wake up to His beautiful face, His warm embrace and to taste the sweetness of His presence. My goal is to know You more Lord. I want to seek you, feel you, see you and love you with all my heart, soul and strength. Nothing in this life compares to the blessing of knowing You. There is nothing better in this life than to be in Your presence. To feel Your glory, to touch Your grace and to rest in Your arms. I love you Abba Father! I love You my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I adore You oh precious Holy Spirit … how I long to love you more this day, how I cherish every Word You speak to Me, I pray that every person I meet, every person I encounter would know You the way I know You, how I love to be LOVED by You… You alone are my desire. Jesus I need you like I need water to survive…

May this be our prayer this day…. I need Jesus… Come Lord Jesus come!


do u know that..

在我最需要你的时候你卻离开了我 =(