After the 24 hours, erm... i know that i'm wrong...This is my sincere apologize bout my ytd blog... i not mean 2 hurt every1... bcozz ytd i too care bout the situation d..bcause tat roadshow is 1 of my very close friend road show... i scared hurt her feelings... so i too care bout it..i m 2 care wat dey said, and gt tersirat in.... i'm so sorry 2 everyone here...
I'm so sorry................
okiee.. now we don see things in this direction.. we use another angle to look at the problem... they really tell me the truth and all this are really their problem..,or mayb is hard 2 reject da job so use another reason so it is easier to reject it.. this is their choice and i cant force them to do, everyone have their human rights to choose their decisions.
now... actually is not a big problem, oni i'm the ONE too sensitive bout it.... i'm the one, who made the terrible mistakess... i'm so sorry..
SORRY!!!!!
SORRY!!!!!
SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!
SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!
SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!
SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!
SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!
SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!SORRY!!!!!
s t e P s ~
- LCharmaine
- Damansara, Selangor, Malaysia
- "Before I formed you in the womb I knew" you, before you were born I set you apart; ..... ( Jeremiah 1:5 ) I'm just an ordinary girl bt is special in God's eyes!!
Friday, August 21, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
20/8 shud be happie bt den
Finally.. i finished my 3 study paper...and today is my bro's bday... hahaa... bt den still not in da happy mood.
ok.. the problem now is started this way... one of my friend offer me a roadshow job in 1u, and called me help her find some part timer for tat job which is from 24-31 aug. Few of my friends agreed tat job which is ann, meichen, chloe, kaz, khimhon , henry and issac, den da results out analyse bt da management for those who get the job bt den ann and meichen could not get it.. i felt so sorry for them, and den later on issac said he cant work because and mum do some stuff.
Left 6 of them, bt den later on henry said he cant work coz his mum called him go bck 2 ipoh. Actually i'm ok wif it, although feel paiseh wanna tell my fren.. bt no choice ppl's parents called so i nid 2 tell my fren bout it.. den nvmm my frenz gt others part timer to work on ....
The next day, which is yesterday, khimhon sms-ed me tat he don wanna work d... because he gt no time 2 study.. hahhaa..bt den seihon everyday on9, fb, playgames, watch burning flame... gt time laa... thengg.... sampat toh sei... ahhahhaa..... den i told my fren bout da bad news again..
I dunno y i feel so sad bout it, den 2day khimhon told me tat actually henry don wanna work geh.. meaning tat he nt really go bck ipoh lo... i felt something like down... u all don wanna work ok fine...i hope tat u all did not lie to me... ermm....i noe i gt ntg 2 do wif it, but why u all wanna use something come and bluff me le, y u all cant tell me da truth le.. i noe i seldom hang out wif u all so many things i dunno wat's goin on, but i hope u all did not lie 2 me... i hope tat is i m da 1 with problems thinking too much... hahaa =(
After coll, i accompany jiki 2 see doc, coz bini's sis kena h1n1, prevention better than cure so jiki's bro called her 2 see the doc.. hahaa when reach da clinic, den i 'sun pin' see lo, coz i gt some slight cough and headache, den when i consult the doc, the doc said i have fever... haha... taksangka... after exam den kena fever... hahaa
ok.. the problem now is started this way... one of my friend offer me a roadshow job in 1u, and called me help her find some part timer for tat job which is from 24-31 aug. Few of my friends agreed tat job which is ann, meichen, chloe, kaz, khimhon , henry and issac, den da results out analyse bt da management for those who get the job bt den ann and meichen could not get it.. i felt so sorry for them, and den later on issac said he cant work because and mum do some stuff.
Left 6 of them, bt den later on henry said he cant work coz his mum called him go bck 2 ipoh. Actually i'm ok wif it, although feel paiseh wanna tell my fren.. bt no choice ppl's parents called so i nid 2 tell my fren bout it.. den nvmm my frenz gt others part timer to work on ....
The next day, which is yesterday, khimhon sms-ed me tat he don wanna work d... because he gt no time 2 study.. hahhaa..bt den seihon everyday on9, fb, playgames, watch burning flame... gt time laa... thengg.... sampat toh sei... ahhahhaa..... den i told my fren bout da bad news again..
I dunno y i feel so sad bout it, den 2day khimhon told me tat actually henry don wanna work geh.. meaning tat he nt really go bck ipoh lo... i felt something like down... u all don wanna work ok fine...i hope tat u all did not lie to me... ermm....i noe i gt ntg 2 do wif it, but why u all wanna use something come and bluff me le, y u all cant tell me da truth le.. i noe i seldom hang out wif u all so many things i dunno wat's goin on, but i hope u all did not lie 2 me... i hope tat is i m da 1 with problems thinking too much... hahaa =(
After coll, i accompany jiki 2 see doc, coz bini's sis kena h1n1, prevention better than cure so jiki's bro called her 2 see the doc.. hahaa when reach da clinic, den i 'sun pin' see lo, coz i gt some slight cough and headache, den when i consult the doc, the doc said i have fever... haha... taksangka... after exam den kena fever... hahaa
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
exam time still can write blog.... hahhaaa
After finishing 2 paper.. 1 more study paper left. Tomorrow, marketing channel paper.. i seriously i hope tat i can get da results tat is beyond my expectation because dis sem gonna end soon, and i hope i can pull up my cgpa. On the other hand, i have not reach da expectation tat i ever wanted since i enter the my first year, in my uni life.
Eversince i cant enter to a government uni, i felt sad and disappointed always, but i still appreciate my life in the the private uni.
Since that day, my friend chiowhui told me about the end of the world, i felt quite ok and normal. because oneday it will happen soon, we just dunno when..??
But since last week i went bck 2 my hometown, during the study break and i planned to study well and achieve good results for my dis exam. But i saw Ann's FB she put her pm 2012 end of the world. When i read that, it really freaking down, and i was like totally shit. Serious?? just in 3 yrs time. den wat for i study...?? hahaha jk statement. Back Back Back!!! =) Ok . 3 yrs, wat should i do... dere is so much things that i not yet do... 3 yrs time is too short. Before that, some one told me 15 yrs, 15 yrs oso nt enough man, den later on some1 told me 5 yrs ,wow.. tat's stressing me in my life. Now 3 yrs....
Can all this dont happen so fast...
This 3 period of time i have a terrible nightmare and i cant sleep wwell.. i gt headache and dunno wat dreams la.... haizz.. In addition, the stupid H1N1 case... thengg... makes everyone cant sleep well and scared.... hope tat those scienctist will faster invent the medicine to cure this sickness and plzz don let it mutate summore.... that time... this world will become worst and worst...
.....i seriously no mood lo..........
Even until now, ytd when i was studying my IM but den no mood 2 study at all... seriously because of this end of the world thingy and some P&CO stuff laa... thengg........
This few months, my shopaholic mood started back again.. haahaa.... my parents ll kill me if i continue shopped like that.. my sis and my frenzz keep on stopping me from buying...
since end of the world is coming, wat for shop so much.. just to calm down and control myself frm buying... hahahha
Actually, i should be studying now, bt den dunno whr 2 express my painful feelings and so i start 2 express it in this blog... hahaa... although this is a brief explaination in my feeling... bt den due 2 my english language problem i dunno how 2 use those 'extremly boombastic' words 2 write and to express my real feelings whole heartedly.. hahaha...
Eversince i cant enter to a government uni, i felt sad and disappointed always, but i still appreciate my life in the the private uni.
Since that day, my friend chiowhui told me about the end of the world, i felt quite ok and normal. because oneday it will happen soon, we just dunno when..??
But since last week i went bck 2 my hometown, during the study break and i planned to study well and achieve good results for my dis exam. But i saw Ann's FB she put her pm 2012 end of the world. When i read that, it really freaking down, and i was like totally shit. Serious?? just in 3 yrs time. den wat for i study...?? hahaha jk statement. Back Back Back!!! =) Ok . 3 yrs, wat should i do... dere is so much things that i not yet do... 3 yrs time is too short. Before that, some one told me 15 yrs, 15 yrs oso nt enough man, den later on some1 told me 5 yrs ,wow.. tat's stressing me in my life. Now 3 yrs....
Can all this dont happen so fast...
This 3 period of time i have a terrible nightmare and i cant sleep wwell.. i gt headache and dunno wat dreams la.... haizz.. In addition, the stupid H1N1 case... thengg... makes everyone cant sleep well and scared.... hope tat those scienctist will faster invent the medicine to cure this sickness and plzz don let it mutate summore.... that time... this world will become worst and worst...
.....i seriously no mood lo..........
Even until now, ytd when i was studying my IM but den no mood 2 study at all... seriously because of this end of the world thingy and some P&CO stuff laa... thengg........
This few months, my shopaholic mood started back again.. haahaa.... my parents ll kill me if i continue shopped like that.. my sis and my frenzz keep on stopping me from buying...
since end of the world is coming, wat for shop so much.. just to calm down and control myself frm buying... hahahha
Actually, i should be studying now, bt den dunno whr 2 express my painful feelings and so i start 2 express it in this blog... hahaa... although this is a brief explaination in my feeling... bt den due 2 my english language problem i dunno how 2 use those 'extremly boombastic' words 2 write and to express my real feelings whole heartedly.. hahaha...
Monday, August 10, 2009
走火入魔
(男)对不起刚才我是不是听错
还是我想太多想到了昏头
(女)天气不错开了窗吹走脸红
(男)进一步退一步都害怕打破
更不想在原地永远作朋友
(女)给你线索也给我勇敢借口
下定决心沉默
(男)就让沉默为我们追究
(女)你和我 (男)这一刻 (女)无声的 (男)耳语交流
(合)却突然震耳欲聋
(男)一字一句一瞬间走了火
(女)一天一点一转眼入了魔
(男)忘了我从什么时候
(女)忘了你为什么能够让我
(合)一步一步走火入魔-------
(女)和我
(男)一直猜一直想一直的揣摩
一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛
(女)如果可以把如果变成结果
下定决心执着
(男)就让执着为我们突破
(女)我和你 (男)的小说 (女)这时候 (男)出现烟火
(合)让情节充满感动
(男)一字一句一瞬间走了火
(女)一天一点一转眼入了魔
(男)如果你有相同感受
(女)感受到有种突然的冲动
(合)放肆一次走火入魔-------
(男)和我(nǚ) (女)和我
(合)和我(nán)
(男)如果你有相同感受
(女)感受到有种突然的冲动
(合)放肆一次走火入魔
和我
还是我想太多想到了昏头
(女)天气不错开了窗吹走脸红
(男)进一步退一步都害怕打破
更不想在原地永远作朋友
(女)给你线索也给我勇敢借口
下定决心沉默
(男)就让沉默为我们追究
(女)你和我 (男)这一刻 (女)无声的 (男)耳语交流
(合)却突然震耳欲聋
(男)一字一句一瞬间走了火
(女)一天一点一转眼入了魔
(男)忘了我从什么时候
(女)忘了你为什么能够让我
(合)一步一步走火入魔-------
(女)和我
(男)一直猜一直想一直的揣摩
一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛
(女)如果可以把如果变成结果
下定决心执着
(男)就让执着为我们突破
(女)我和你 (男)的小说 (女)这时候 (男)出现烟火
(合)让情节充满感动
(男)一字一句一瞬间走了火
(女)一天一点一转眼入了魔
(男)如果你有相同感受
(女)感受到有种突然的冲动
(合)放肆一次走火入魔-------
(男)和我(nǚ) (女)和我
(合)和我(nán)
(男)如果你有相同感受
(女)感受到有种突然的冲动
(合)放肆一次走火入魔
和我
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