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"Before I formed you in the womb I knew" you, before you were born I set you apart; ..... ( Jeremiah 1:5 ) I'm just an ordinary girl bt is special in God's eyes!!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

strongg belivers

Persecution strengthens,not weakens believers:"The more they were oppressed, the more they multiplied & spread” Exodus1:12

seeds =)

1You always reap what you sow. 2 You reap more than you sow. 3You reap in a different season than u sow. Plant good seeds.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Vision

VISION, has the ability to find -the time -the energy, -the people, & -the resources, to become a 'dream come true'!

Even more important than the numbers that attend a youth group, is the people it prepares and shapes for the future.!

Friday, November 12, 2010

璽恩~神羔羊配得

12/11/2010

Character + Chemistry + Compatibility + Commitment

Thursday, November 11, 2010

11/11/2010

I would like to tell u ~

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Van Ness Wu's 吴建豪 Personal Testimony of His Faith

儆醒预备主的再来

在马太福音 24:36-44以及马可福音13:33-37这两个经文,

主耶稣都提到主耶稣再来的日子(末日),并要众人儆醒预

备主再来的日子

什么是警醒?

儆醒的意思是不粗心大意,天天以等候主再来的态度生活、工作,一举一动、

所思所念,都是为着迎见主、讨祂喜悦

为什么我们需要儆醒?

因为我们并不晓得主哪一天来、什么时候来,在想不到的时候主耶稣就回来了

另外,儆醒也是主耶稣给我们的命令,而且这是对一切的人说的(经文用

“众人”这个词)更重要的原因是,当主耶稣再回来时(“那时”),他要提去那

些警醒的人、预备的人

我们该如何儆醒?

答案是:不要沉睡!

(帖前5:6 - 所以我们不要睡觉像别人一样,总要警醒谨守。 )

我们应该趁早准备好,才能坦然无惧见主的面

因此,我们必须常常祷告,因为惟有藉着祷告才能带下儆醒!

彼前4:7 “万物的结局近了。所以,你们要谨慎自守,警醒祷告。”

可13:33 “你们要谨慎,警醒祈祷,因为你们不晓得那日期几时来到。”

弗 6:18 “靠著圣灵,随时多方祷告祈求;并要在此警醒不倦,为众圣徒祈求”

彼前5:8 “务要谨守,警醒。因为你们的仇敌魔鬼,如同吼叫的狮子,遍地游行,

寻找可吞吃的人。”

我们该如何预备自己?

1. 忠心服事,不要放纵肉体的情欲 ( 太24:45-51)

2. 付代价,像5个聪明的童女一样预备油:追求圣灵的充满

油=圣灵 = 不断地被圣灵充满

以弗所属5:18 – “不要醉酒,酒能使人放荡;乃要被圣灵充满。”

使用恩赐来服事 (太25:14-30)

3. 追求圣洁

希伯来书12:14 - “你们要追求与众人和睦,并要追求圣洁;非圣洁没

有人能见主 ” 约翰一书 3:2-3 – “我们现在是神的儿女,将来如何,还未

显明;但我们知道,主若 显现,我们必要像他、因为必得见他的真体.凡

向他有这指望的,就洁净自己,像他洁净一样。”

4 .追求成长:我们须要预备自己,早日在主里长大成熟,并要儆醒,在主里敬虔度日

Sunday, November 7, 2010

帶我進入

我要以感謝的心 進入祢的門
我要以讚美進入祢的院
我要以心靈誠實 見祢的榮面
主啊!讓我現在尋見祢
我心中有個願 就是要見祢面
帶我進入祢的至聖所
祢的雙手擁抱著我
讓我陶醉在祢至聖所 請擁抱我
帶我進入祢的至聖所
祢的聲音進入我耳朵
祢的言語牽引著我 請差遣我

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Sudden Breakthrough -Joel Osteen

“...the Lord has broken through my enemies before me, like the bursting out of great waters...” (2 Samuel 5:20, AMP)

TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria

God wants to give you a breakthrough — a sudden burst of His favor; an explosion of His goodness. He wants to release His power in such a way that it overwhelms you and drives out your enemies!

Maybe you’ve been praying about a relationship for years; and suddenly, things get into place. That’s a breakthrough. Or, you were trying to get a certain job. They said there were no openings; but suddenly, they call you back and you get the job. That’s another breakthrough. Perhaps you’ve struggled with an addiction for a long time; but then something happens, and it’s not a struggle anymore. Those are all breakthroughs.

No matter what you’ve been facing, no matter how impossible things look, know this: the God of the breakthrough wants to visit your house. Get ready! Look for His favor and goodness. Remember, God rewards the people who seek after Him. So keep expecting, keep believing because the God of the breakthrough is ready to overwhelm you with His goodness today!

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Father in heaven, today I am expecting Your goodness. I am looking for Your favor. I’m trusting that You, the God of the breakthrough, are working mightily on my behalf. Help me to live a life pleasing to You as I wait for Your hand to move mightily in my life. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

— Joel & Victoria Osteen

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

27/10/2010

I want: Healing for my body - Clarity of mind - My spirit revived - My soul restored!

Monday, October 25, 2010

25/10/2010

Never retaliate when people say unkind things about u. Pay them back with a blessing &God will bless you for it. - 1Pet3:9

Saturday, October 23, 2010

23/10 Joyce Meyer

We cannot control what others do to us, but through God we can control the way we respond to them.

No matter what we have or do, if we have not love then we have nothing and we are nothing

God doesn’t want just to give us strength; He wants to be our strength!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

HappY Birthday 20/10/2010

Happy Birthday To our Cg Leader =)






Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Observe to do

“Be strong and very courageous, that you may observe to do according to all the law which Moses My servant commanded you; do not turn from it to the right hand or to the left, that you may prosper wherever you go”(Joshua 1:7, NKJV)

TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria

The Bible has a lot to say about prosperity. Prosperity simply means thriving, vibrant and alive. It’s a picture of vitality. When you are prosperous, you have more than enough to give to others. That means more peace, more grace, more hope, more love.

The key to receiving all these spiritual blessings is found in today’s verse. When we are careful to “observe to do” what God has commanded, we are setting ourselves up for success. We are engaging in His system of doing things; and when we do things God’s way, we get God’s results!

Today, choose to “observe to do” what God has commanded. Invite Him to search your heart and mind and remove anything that is displeasing to Him. Put Him first because when you make Him your number one priority, you are setting yourself up to prosper wherever you go.

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Heavenly Father, thank You for Your precious Word which is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. I choose to put You first place in every area of my life. I submit myself to Your Word that I may follow You and be blessed in everything I do. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

— Joel & Victoria Osteen

19/10/2010

You can only make a difference by being different!!!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Teach me how to lead

To be a spiritual leader u must be able & willing to say like Paul “Follow my example as I follow Christ's example"1Cor11:1

All true leaderships is by example:Jn13:17;1 Cor. 4:16 & 11:2, Phil 3:17 & 4:9. 1 Thes1:6, Imitating the godly is biblical.

If you're not an example, you're not a leader. Period. Leaders always model it before asking others to do it.

(By Rick Warren)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

让我

Hati Hamba

10/10/10

Amazed By You

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Unconditional Love 祢愛永不變

王子與公主

单单只要你

Engkau kusembah Kau yang terindah pulihkanku dengan darahMu
Engkau kusembah Bapa mulia seumur hidupku kumau menyembahMu

我一生敬拜,荣美的耶稣,你的宝血回复我生命。
一生要敬拜,慈爱的天父,我献上这一生,单单要敬拜你 ~

与我同行

我一生一世都要依靠你,
一生一世跟随你声音,
我一生一世永不离开你,
我的生命种不能没有你,
与我同行!!!

我爱你

我爱你。。。。

我愿意

Friday, October 8, 2010

character

Effective ministry come from CHARACTER,not coolness. 2Pet1:5-8: 8qualities"will keep u from being ineffective&unproductive"-rick warren

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

depend

God energizes those who get tired, gives fresh strength to drop outs. For even young people tire & drop out.. Isaiah 40:29

If you are going to depend on something, depend on God. His love never fails, His power strengthens the weak. Don't give up, lean on God!

5/10

"Those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength" Isaiah 40:31 How do you wait on the Lord? Sit down & shut up!

The tide goes out but it always comes back in. Don't you dare give up. Hang in there.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

3/10

Don't focus on the past, there is nothing you can do to change it. Focus on the present, God can turn all things new. Just believe!!!

"Forget about what's happened; don't keep going over old history. Be alert, be present. I'm about to do something brand-new." Isaiah 43

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Leadership

Leadership always comes with a price to pay

True leaders don't wear medals on their chest, true leaders wear stripes on their back

If you want to be great become a servant to every body, find your gift & serve your gift to the world


True leaders don't seek followers, they find their gifts, develop them, refine them & serve their gifts to as many as possible


True leaders do not control people, they release people.

When you serve yourself to the world, the world will follow and find you


True leadership is making yourself unnecessary. True leadership will help others discover their leadership.


True leadership does not manipulate people. True leadership INSPIRES people.

Too many people are living 4 self, it stems from insecurity, fear of not being loved & pride. Significance comes when we live for others.


My prayer is that we all would seek not to be served, but to serve. This is the greatest example of leadership ~ Jesus Christ*

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Welcome October

Life without purpose is an empty existence. Life with purpose is a fulfilling adventure. Love God - Love life!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

F.A.I.T.H

Set F.A.I.T.H goals:Focused(specific) Attainable(realistic) Individual(4you)Trackable(measurable) Heart-felt(motivating)

decisions

Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about missing out. All your needs will be met. Mt 6:33

Don't make hasty decisions because you think you will miss out. Trust in God's timing, put God first & everything will work out!

29/9

Don't be fooled by the illusion of success. Worldly success is achievement, godly success is obedience. Don't seek the world, seek God*

Saturday, September 25, 2010

smile

"Sometimes your joy is the source of your SMILE, but sometimes your SMILE can be the source of your joy" (T. N. Hanh). Keep SMILING ...

Friday, September 24, 2010

24/9

"God never promises to remove us from our struggles. He does promise, however, to change the way we look at them" (M. Lucado).

Leaders

First pride, then the crash— the bigger the ego, the harder the fall. - Proverbs 16:18

-If you think you are better than others, if you think you know it all, you actually know nothing. Leaders are learners*

Leaders never say "Go!" They say "Let's go!" Not "Do" but "Let's do" They sacrifice first, long before asking others.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Beyond your expectation - Joel Osteen

"When You came down long ago, You did awesome deeds beyond our highest expectations…"(Isaiah 64:3-4, NLT)


God wants to exceed your highest expectations! He wants to bless you and increase you. He wants to make you more effective in your job, relationships and everything you set your hand to. The key is to expect to see His goodness. So many people today have misplaced expectations because they look to the news, the economy or other people to set the tone for their day. One thing I've learned in life is that if you expect the worst, you won't be disappointed. But if you expect to see God's goodness, you won't be disappointed, either.

Today set your expectations on God. Focus your heart and mind on Him. Meditate on His Word and sing a song of praise. As you do, you'll see His goodness, and He will do awesome deeds beyond your highest expectations!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

God Loves You =)

Don't compare yourself, just be yourself. God created you an original, not a copy. Don't worry about what others are doing, just do you!
Everyone of us are created unique, with honor & infinite value. Whether one is man or woman, sinner or saint, God loves us! =)

15/9

LIFT others up - ELEVATE others platform - ENHANCE others reputation - UPLIFT others spirits - EXPAND others world!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

We are His representative -Joel Osteen

"We are therefore Christ's ambassadors…" (2 Corinthians 5:20, NIV)

TODAY'S WORD from Joel and Victoria

As believers in Jesus, we are called to be His ambassadors or representatives in the earth. In the natural, ambassadors are privileged. They are diplomats with the highest rank. They walk in the authority of the name of the one who sent them.

As God's ambassadors on this earth, we walk in His power and authority. We are to promote relationship with Him. The Bible also calls us "ministers of reconciliation," which means we are the ones to bring the message of hope in Jesus to the world. When you see yourself as God's ambassador, it will change the way you think. It will change the way you act. It will change the way you approach people.

Today, remember, that you are a representative of Almighty God. Look for ways to promote relationship with Him. Speak words of healing that will draw people. Show kindness because it's His kindness that leads people to repentance. Look for ways to bless others as we work together to build His kingdom.

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Heavenly Father, thank You for choosing me as Your ambassador. Help me to understand the authority You've given me. Show me ways to reach out and be a blessing to others and build Your kingdom in the earth. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

- Joel & Victoria Osteen

Thursday, September 2, 2010

We are born to be Leaders =)

Leaders goal: Guard each others backs - Sing each others praises - Lift each other up - Believe each others motives!

2/9 - Thank God!!! Thank You very much =)

What is a real MAN?"As a child I talked,thought&reasoned as a child.When I became a man,I ended my childish ways"1Cor.13:11

Leaders:Occasionally u must stir the pot or critics will have nothing to rant about & their lives will lack meaning&purpose
每个难题都是造就品格的机会,难度愈高,就愈有潜力建立强壮的灵命和道德思想………

If we have the talent for a larger ministry but lack the maturity to handle it,God wisely holds us back until we're ready.

Leaders goal: Refuse threatened feelings & starve insecurity; as you remember God's promises, & feed on godly confidence! ( Brian Houstan)

God is Love =)

God is love. When we take up permanent residence in a life of love, we live in God and God lives in us. 1 John 4:18

God is love. This love is inside of us. We don't have 2 look outside 4 love, love is already within, so receive God's love & give it away

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

By His Grace - Joel Osteen

"But whatever I am now, it is all because God poured out His special favor on me--and not without results. For I have worked harder than any of the other apostles; yet it was not I but God who was working through me by His grace"(1 Corinthians 15:10, NLT)

TODAY'S WORD from Joel and Victoria

In this day and age, many people are filled with worry about their future. They live stressed out, wondering "What's going to happen if I get laid off?" "How am I going to handle it if my loved one doesn't make it?" Or, "My parents are getting older. How can I take care of them and my own family as well?" Here is the answer: God's grace is going to be there at every stage of your life to help you do whatever you need to do. God's grace is what saves us, but that's not all. His grace is His enabling power. His grace will give you the strength, wisdom and favor to accomplish what you could not normally accomplish on your own. His grace is sufficient for whatever you need in your future.

If you're in a difficult marriage, if you're raising a child that's hard, if you're facing a sickness, one thing you can count on is that the grace of God will be there. Receive His grace today, by faith, and let Him empower you to walk through that difficulty into a place of supernatural victory in Jesus' name!

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Father in heaven, thank You for Your grace and mercy upon my life. Thank You for empowering me to rise above every obstacle I may face. Thank You for restoring my future and equipping me to move forward into the victory You have for me. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

- Joel & Victoria Osteen

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

31/8

Lord, teach me to live life with INTENTIONALITY & PURPOSE!

Monday, August 30, 2010

31/8

Leaders goal: Respect a persons accomplishments or status, but value them for WHO they are more than WHAT they do!

Sunday, August 29, 2010

29/8

Success is not determined by how much you achieve in this world, success is determined by how much you were obedient to God's will.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

We are the World changer=)

My network"Dont let anyone treat u as unimportant since ur YOUNG!Be an example in words,actions,love,faith&purity!"1Tim4:12

28/8

Death is the reward of an undisciplined life; your foolish decisions trap you in a dead end. Proverbs 5:23


Discipline in your life produces results in your life. No discipline in your life results in nothing happening in your life. Live wisely!


God loves us no matter what, but the decisions we make in life determine the "quality" of how our lives will be lived. So choose wisely=)

Friday, August 20, 2010

20/8

FEAR - False Evidence Appearing Real!!!!

Fear Not and I'm with You.!!! Amen!!!!

Be Still and know I'm your God!!!=)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

15/8

When you're down to nothing,God's up to something. "Stand firm &see the deliverance the Lord will give you!" 2Chron.20:17

Friday, August 13, 2010

Fear and Faith - Jaeson Ma

But He (Jesus) said to them, “Why are you so fearful? How is it that you have no faith?” - Mark 4:40

Fear looks, Faith Jumps! ~ Smith Wigglesworth

Fear puts your trust in what you can do, Faith puts its trust in what God can do through you!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

8/8

Spiritual maturity is not displayed in our grasp of sophisticated theories but the exercising of simple practices.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Every word that come out from u..

Did you know you have the power to bless or curse your future? Your words have tremendous power. If you go around saying things like “I don’t have what it takes. I’m so clumsy; I can’t get anything right. I’m so undisciplined. I’ll probably never lose this weight,” you just cursed your future. No, we’ve got to be extremely careful about what we allow to come out of our mouths. Realize your words are setting the direction for your life. Let me ask you today, which direction are you going? Are you declaring good things? Are you blessing your life, speaking words of faith over your future? Or, are you going around saying negative things like “Nothing good ever happens to me. I’ll probably never get out of debt. I’ll never break this addiction?”

Today, choose to bless your future. Choose to declare what God says. As you align your words with His Word, you’re setting your future up for success. You’re preparing your way for victory, and you will fulfill the destiny He has planned for you!

6/8

heart broken... but then fb cant prove anything rightt.???

Sunday, July 25, 2010

prayer

Prayer is not only speaking with God, it is not a mental activity either, if so prayer becomes difficult. Prayer is an action of the heart

一质,忠心,顺服

it's important to honor leaders who've labored faithfully in the body of Christ regardless of denomination or flow.

Wait - Jaeson Ma

God said to Moses, " climb higher up the mountain and wait there for me, I'll give you tablets of stone, the teaching and commandments. (Exodus24)

To meet God we must constantly climb higher, in order to hear his voice we must wait more.

Solitude is not being alone, solitude is being alone with God.
Silence is not about not speaking, silence is about listening to God.
Solitude and Silence are the context within which prayer is practiced.

What God's really looking for from you is a heart filled with faith, gratitude and expectation!!

nothing is impossible








  1. when someone tells you that you cant do something



  1. don't doubt yourself





  1. instead stretch yourself





  1. you've gotta stick your neck out and go for your best.






  1. use all your will power and positive attitude.







  1. NEVER, NEVER give up!!!!




  1. At the end, you'll succeed and prove them wrong.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

24/7

Leaders goal: Take responsibility for creating the kind of ATMOSPHERE, in which MOMENTUM will thrive. Energy + Unity!

24/7

Better to trust God in the worst of circumstances; than to expect the worst, when God's word has declared better.

God’s working through the circumstances in your life to create an incredible moment of progress and promotion

Friday, July 23, 2010

24/7

Leaders goal: Actively seek to resolve the ongoing issues that are affecting the spirit and momentum of your team!

Be Devoted - Joel Osteen

“Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves” (Romans 12:10, NIV).

What are you devoted to in your life? Being devoted to something is simply being loyal by giving of your time, affection and resources. Many people today are devoted to certain restaurants, television programs and even their cell phones! There’s nothing wrong with any of that, but we have to examine our own hearts and see if we are being devoted to the people God has placed in our lives. Are we honoring others above ourselves? The world’s system says to “look out for number one—yourself,” but God’s system says “look out for others, and I will look out for you.”
Today, as you examine your own heart and life, ask the Lord to show you ways that you can honor others. One way is by simply being faithful to your word. Be a person of integrity and honor. As you live your life devoted to one another and honoring others, you are actually honoring God. He will repay you for your kindness and reward you in this life and in eternity!
Prayer for Today: Heavenly Father, teach me to be a person of honor. Teach me to be devoted to others the way You desire. Fill me with Your love which is all that matters in eternity. I bless You and thank You for Your goodness. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

How God changed Sammi's life =)鄭秀文 義無反顧

Website link - http://www.goodtv.tv/default.phtm


剛經歷一場憂鬱症風暴,銷聲匿跡好段時間,鄭秀文這次回來,帶著重新出發的療癒力量,對生命和人群的熱情就像「換血」過,簡直變了一個人!
堅定表明信仰之外,鄭秀文積極傳福音、做公益。她出見證書和福音專輯,捐出版稅,還在世界展望會助養二十多個孩子,並不惜辛苦,素著一張臉、不帶助理,四處奔走偏遠地區服事失親孩童。鄭秀文說:
「我現在跟以前最大的不同是喜樂。以前有很大的黑洞不能填滿,現在常被濃濃的愛包圍,生活就像是『拍拖』一樣開心,看見的世界都是花朵。上帝的愛讓我有喜樂和希望,有信心走每一天的每一步。」
怎麼會有這些轉變?是什麼力量在激勵她?鄭秀文接受《真情部落格》專訪,首次在節目上細談她靠信仰走出憂鬱症的點滴經歷。
曾以為成就、美貌是一切
鄭秀文1999年參加香港第七屆新秀歌唱比賽第三名而出道,梅艷芳是第一屆的第一名,這場比賽堪稱香港天王天后的踏板,鄭秀文回溯:「我沒有明星夢,當時參加比賽只因為讀書不太好,對唱歌蠻有興趣,就用亂撞的心態去試試看。」
二十年來演藝事業屹立不搖,某方面是靠鄭秀文追求完美的驚人意志力。為了減肥,她可以七天只吃兩顆蘋果,就算昏倒也要維持大家眼中永遠光鮮亮麗的天后Sammi。完美主義、堅強意志力,原

▲鄭秀文帶著憂鬱去拍長恨歌,拍完陷入谷底
應是一種優點,但如果是被錯誤價值觀驅策呢?鄭秀文說:「追求完美帶給我很大的傷害,也讓我常常聽不到自己心底的需要。我以為金錢、漂亮就是一切,沒想到追求的過程讓我感覺很受傷……我把很多錯誤的價值觀放在自己身上,心那麼小,怎麼承載這麼重的壓力?我常忽略自己的感受,比方悲傷、身體的需要、休息的需要。」
「曾經對我來說,『第一名就等於鄭秀文』,跟隨世俗一大堆一直追追追,我以為這些東西就是我的生存價值,以為世界價值觀等於一切,後來才知道,我心裡長期存在一個黑洞,要上帝的愛才能填滿。」
忙亂迷惑之下,鄭秀文有段時間常常算命。鄭秀文坦言,這是自己很不願意暴露的一件事,在寫《值得》這本書時一度很掙扎,但她依然決定坦承:
「我用一些很蠢的方法想預知未來,後來經歷憂鬱,卻發現這些東西根本不能幫助我站起,我需要很大的力量去拯救我的人生觀、把它扭轉,這是算命不能的。我需要的是站起來的力量,算命就算告訴我未來會怎樣,當下過不了又能怎樣!」
別人看到漂亮的玻璃,裡面是條爛蟲
張愛玲說:「生命是一襲華美的袍,爬滿了蚤子。」鄭秀文則形容自己說:別人看我,看到的是一指漂亮的玻璃,但裡面卻是一條爛蟲。
鄭秀文在演完電影《長恨歌》後精神耗弱徹底倒下,因此有人說她是入戲太深、所謂「角色附身」。對這說法鄭秀文不置可否,現在她才透露:「我不覺得我跳不出,只是這個藉口也讓我鬆一口氣。我憂鬱到一種不行的地步,人家這樣說,反倒讓我可以不用解釋自己有憂鬱症。」
早在一開始接演這部戲的時候,鄭秀文精神狀況已經開始耗弱,只是她撐出堅強的外表,鄭秀文自剖:「不是拍《長恨歌》讓我憂鬱,而是我帶著憂鬱去拍這部電影。」甚至,她還透露:「當時挺多廣告合約,但
▲舞台上的Sammi向來熱力四射。
每到開拍當天卻因為沉重的無力感而不能工作,什麼都準備好了,就是無法走出房間,最後一刻只好打電話給助理說我病了。所以不斷的賠錢了事,很多混亂狀況都是因為憂鬱症。」
本身精神狀況已經出問題,拍這部戲又非常辛苦,為了因應角色需要,鄭秀文得在短時間內一下增肥一下減肥,鄭秀文說當時:「每天不能吃又要跑步,加上嚴重憂鬱,這一切都要把我壓垮。我常常跑步完就像死掉的蟲般攤在沙發上無法動彈,身體很弱,心靈更弱,這是讓我真正倒下的其中一個關鍵。」
拍完之後,鄭秀文自覺像「煤油燈完全沒油了」,她需要把自己關閉起來,盡情把壓抑的憂鬱發洩出來。喜好閱讀的她,在這段時期大量閱讀,她稱之為一場「浪漫假期」,沉浸在書的世界,試著暫時抽離自己的無力感。

那是什麼樣的無力感?鄭秀文說:「連走出房間的力氣都沒有,腦子不能正常運作,很亂。」飲食、作息完全失調,一下不吃不喝一下又暴食,短時間內胖了十幾公斤,關在自己的世界裡一整個月都沒照鏡子,連續七天沒洗澡。她跟父母住,但是盡量不願影響家人,「生命完全沒意義,生活在一個隔絕的小箱子裡,只有自己一個人。起床時感到絕望,白天睡覺,把窗關起弄得黑黑的,晚上才稍微能出來就活動一下。」
公開表明:「上帝拯救了我」

▲鄭秀文投入世界展望會,用愛擁抱孩童。
那段「非常時期」,關於鄭秀文的流長斐短很多,她煮飯把手燙了個疤,外界就傳言她自殺。鄭秀文無力理會流言,當然更不可能找醫生面對自己的低潮,「最初沒意識到是憂鬱症,也不敢承認,就選擇逃避,躲回我自己的小世界。」
但是,上帝親自尋找失喪者,聖經這句話在鄭秀文身上奇異發生了,鄭秀文見證說:「到非常嚴重的時候,常有聲音在對我說:『能救妳的不是醫生,而是我,妳祈禱吧!』那是很強很強的聲音,要我跪下祈禱。」十幾歲時跟著姊姊去過教會,做過決志禱告的她,繞了一大圈,「後來我算命拜拜什麼都幹,沒想到生命跌到谷底時,是上帝拯救我。」 人的盡頭是神的起頭,鄭秀文說:「當時我的禱告很崩潰,無路可走,神是唯一能依靠的,我把一切都交給祂。祈禱帶給我情緒很大的安慰釋放,我心裡很多負面感受都透過祈禱得到醫治,一步步看見上帝的帶領!」
希望有團契生活,但又無法跟人群相處,鄭秀文禱告求神開路,八個月後,很奇妙的,上帝把她帶到一個小查經班,讓她認真面對自己的問題,鄭秀文說:「聖歌響起時我就淚流不止,負面情緒都隨眼淚流出,那是一種『安靜的崩潰』。」鄭秀文的生命是從禱告開始翻轉的,她強調禱告的重要性:「這八個月的禱告對我很重要,後來我就受洗了。禱告是我每天很重要的生活習慣。」
在最軟弱的時期,與上帝的親密經歷使她至深感動,委身不渝,她說:「現在談了都還會起雞皮疙瘩!那種感動是祂明白我,祂知道我的脆弱在哪,在那裡供應我,填補我的黑洞。相信,就會被帶領。」
如今,鄭秀文堅定地說:「到現在我有了完全不同的人生,我願意公開說:上帝拯救了我!」 為了走出低潮,鄭秀文勇敢向上帝求:「給我勇氣再度面對人群,我希望做一場演唱會。」經過三年的憂鬱,鄭秀文開了一場復出演唱會,那天起床她感觸很深,靜靜寫了封信給自己,句句肺腑之言,演唱會中她公開讀出,許多觀眾被感動,她記得最後她對自己說:「最重要的是,Sammi,妳的勇氣回來了。」說到這裡,鄭秀文哽咽。
寧可做上帝眼中寶貴的蘋果
雖然沒看過醫生,但是鄭秀文知道自己走過的正是憂鬱症的經歷,「現在我願意說,我有經歷過憂鬱症,只是沒看醫生。」
裡外煥然一新,鄭秀文展開新生活,連菸都戒了,「以前抽菸、說髒話覺得沒什麼,很流行、很潮,現在卻覺得不行。」鄭秀文的新價值觀是什麼?就是用信心順服神,「後來上帝給我的新價值觀我非常

▲本次來台,鄭秀文參與手工皂義賣推廣。
喜愛,順服地跟隨,這是很重要的,上帝為我寫人生劇本。以前我笨到相信算命,但是那是虛幻的,人生擁有對上帝的信心才最重要。」
至於要怎麼明白上帝的心意?鄭秀文一再強調禱告的重要性:「大小事我都會禱告,有些禱告遲遲沒開路或被關上,我就知道這個意念是不對的,這條路不能走。祈禱很重要,祂會帶領你,讓你知道什麼能做、什麼不能做。」
以前的鄭秀文,把世俗成就跟自己的名字畫上等號,現在,她發現自己真正的價值是:「神告訴我,每個人在祂眼中都是可貴的蘋果,不管我是不是憂鬱、有沒有成就、是不是像昨天的鄭秀文那麼閃耀,祂都非常愛我。我發現我以前錯了,我非常在意別人怎麼看我,現在我只要做上帝眼中可貴的蘋果,不要做別人眼中閃耀的一顆星。」
那三年的憂鬱,不但讓鄭秀文經歷上帝的愛,她也感受了人的關懷,比方說當時姊姊、弟弟默默地關心她,表面上沒讓她看見他們的擔心,常常通電話討論她的狀況,她感念於心。檢討到自己過去自私、脾氣差,還自命「直爽」,聖經使她明白愛是「不自誇、不張狂」,她懂了: 「自私的人是不會開心的,但通過這三年,上帝給我很多磨練,我很多缺點都磨掉了。現在我還是有很多不好的地方,但是我願意順服。我非常珍惜跟人的關係,這種喜樂很重要。」
重新投入工作,鄭秀文有了不同的使命,「我還是喜歡工作,喜歡努力的感覺,只是以前是追求成就感,現在發福音專輯、寫見證書有很大的使命感。很巧妙地,我的生命能讓人有啟發,辛苦熬過這三年,越痛苦越值得!現在很多痛苦中的人都會找我談,很多人好奇信仰的幫助,我用我小小的故事讓人知道上帝的能力,我非常喜歡這角色。」
「鄭秀文出福音專輯」,這麼大的轉變,不擔心市場的反應嗎?鄭秀文說:「上帝給我平安、勇氣、能力,因此我從第一天就不擔心銷量或被怎麼定義,越不去想這這些,上帝越保守。我的動機很純淨,希望講自己的故事讓人得到幫助。」
沒想到福音專輯在香港一發行,銷量立即直衝而上,她把全部版稅捐出去,幫助了很多慈善機構,果然如她說的:「你越不去擔心,動機越純淨,上帝幫助越大。」
為福音願意失喪生命的,必得著生命
重新投入工作,鄭秀文有了不同的使命,「我還是喜歡工作,喜歡努力的感覺,只是以前是追求成就感,現在發福音專輯、寫見證書有很大的使命感。很巧妙地,我的生命能讓人有啟發,辛苦熬過這三年,越痛苦越值得!現在很多痛苦中的人都會找我談,很多人好奇信仰的幫助,我用我小小的故事讓人知道上帝的能力,我非常喜歡這角色。」
「鄭秀文出福音專輯」,這麼大的轉變,不擔心市場的反應嗎?鄭秀文說:「上帝給我平安、勇氣、能力,因此我從第一天就不擔心銷量或被怎麼定義,越不去想這這些,上帝越保守。我的動機很純淨,希望講自己的故事讓人得到幫助。」
沒想到福音專輯在香港一發行,銷量立即直衝而上,她把全部版稅捐出去,幫助了很多慈善機構,果然如她說 :「你越不去擔心,動機越純淨,上帝幫助越大。」
用生命為上帝作見證,鄭秀文說自己「義無反顧」,「我義無反顧出了一本書,開宗明義就說義無反顧非寫不可。寫這本書很掙扎,跟查經班姐妹說我很痛苦,不想寫、不想打開自己,那得要公開自己最不好的地方,人家只要打我一拳我就無力抵抗了……我一直掙扎,還是順服了。該怎麼寫,我經過很多禱告。」 為福音願意失喪生命的,必得著生命,順服神寫完這本書,鄭秀文得到一種療癒感,她發現,當她可以坦然當做歷史攤開,憂鬱症是真正畫下句點了。
這是屬於鄭秀文的軟弱變剛強。以前太忙碌,現在她珍惜跟家人相處的時間,也從一味接受愛的角色轉換為愛的交流。對愛情呢?鄭秀文說她對愛情有期待,對以前有反省,「以前是接受愛的那一方,以後我希望談的戀愛是對等的可以被愛跟付出愛。」
帶著對於愛的嶄新體會,鄭秀文敞開擁抱人群、需要關懷的靈魂。她可以推掉老闆給的工作,到醫院去傳福音還跑去雲南山區當一週的老師,住在當第一位老婆婆家,吃粗茶淡飯,她卻說:「心靈像吃了補品,生命豐盛了。」她打算每年都和兩個好友一起去。有次在蒙古幫沒父母的小孩洗澡,洗出來水是黑的,看到孩子泡在浴缸快樂的樣子,鄭秀文說:「霎那時有種當媽媽的感覺!」
從「天后」變「省后」,習慣被華服、物質包圍的鄭秀文,如今寧可把時間用來傳福音,或聆聽朋友的困難。現在的鄭秀文,像個關懷天使,大家的好朋友,她鼓勵觀眾朋友:「上帝的愛不偏不倚,只要信靠一定會找到。如果你不是信徒,建議從一個小小的禱告開始。」
【晶玉採訪後記】
Sammi的純真是讓我最感動的,她一來就要求禱告,過程中也一直強調禱告的重要,原來這是翻轉她生命的關鍵。她談起過去完全不害怕,不只康復,而且海闊天空,張力更大,不同於以前是用意志力,現在她沒有界限,由其坦承自己過去沒善待自己導致了黑洞,現在神讓她明白那一切都不能填補黑洞,所以她更快樂了,因為她不再在意別人麼看,而找到了自己。

Fine art prints for residential and commercial interior design

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miracles

The LESS you focus on your lack, and MORE you know your source; the MORE miracles you'll see, and LESS daunting it'll be!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

scenery ~







Saturday, July 17, 2010

17/7

to fulfill God's perfect design for me requires my total surrender- complete abandonment of myself to Him.-Oswald Chambers.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Rick Warren

1. EVERY strategy has a downside.That doesn't mean u reject it, but you weigh the benefits with the cost & act wisely.

2.
You must let go of something you’ve got, to move to something you’ve not.

3.
Do what God CALLS u to do with your life & you'll succeed. Do what u think will prove your worth & you'll fail miserably.


17/7

Leaders goal: Don't deny a person who has faithfully served your vision; the right to pursue a grand vision themselves!

awww...^^





snap out ~ ~




The great reward - Joel osteen

“So do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord. Remember the great reward it brings you!” (Hebrews 10:35, NLT).


What are you believing God for today? Promotion? Healing? Stronger relationships? Freedom from addiction? God has promised all these things to you in His Word. He wants you to live in blessing and wholeness all the days of your life. But in order to experience His promises, we have to do our part. We have to keep believing and trusting in Him. That’s what today’s verse is saying: if we will stay in faith, if we will keep believing, keep hoping, keep doing the right thing, God promises there will be a reward. I like how one translation puts it, “Don’t get discouraged. Payday is coming!”
When you’re tempted to get down, when things aren’t going your way, just say to yourself, “This may be hard. It may be taking a long time, but I know God is a faithful God. I’m going to keep believing because my reward is coming.”
Friend, as you trust Him and stand in faith, as you boldly declare His promises, you are positioning yourself to receive His blessing. No matter what your circumstances look like, remember payday is on its way—and you will experience the blessing and reward He’s promised all the days of your life!
Prayer for Today: Father in heaven, thank You for Your good and precious promises. I choose to trust that my reward is coming. I choose to follow Your commands because they lead to blessing and life. Give me a heart that is fixed on You and fill me with Your peace. I patiently wait on You. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

Job =)

This whole week i've read the whole chapter from the book of Job. Is painful while u goin into trials n tribulation. but Job does...=)

Rick Warren said : God gave NO answer to Job's pain for 39 CHAPTERS!Only silence! Trials test my faith by not knowing how far I am from Ch40!

God uses PAIN to Inspect us,Correct us,Direct us
& Perfect us. "They meant it for bad but God meant it for good!"'
Gen50:20

Dissapointment - stepping stones to your destiny by Joel Osteen

A while back I heard the story of Vonetta Flowers. From the time she was a little girl, her dream was to compete in the Olympic Games. She was always an incredibly fast runner. At nine years old, not only could she beat all the other girls in her elementary school, but she could beat all the boys as well. A coach noticed her talent. All through junior high and high school she trained, competed, and won competition after competition. By the age of 22, she was a world-class athlete ready to try out for the Olympics. She competed in the 100-meter dash and the long jump, but she missed making the team by a mere fraction of a second. Instead of giving up, she decided to put in four more years of grueling training, waking up early, running, lifting weights, working out, and eating properly.


In the year 2000, her big moment came. She was 26 years old and in the best shape of her life. She tried out for the long jump. She knew this would be her last chance to make the Olympic team. But in spite of her training and all of her talent, she still didn't make the team. She was devastated. It looked as if 17 years of training had gone down the drain. Every voice in her head said, "It's over. You must have heard God wrong because it's definitely not going to happen now."


One day, her husband saw a sign in the gym that said, "Continue your Olympic dream by trying out for the bobsled team." There were two requirements. You had to be a good sprinter and a good long jumper—the very things that she had been working on for over 17 years. She didn't even know what the bobsled was, but her husband talked her into trying out. Not only did she make the Olympic team, but in 2002, she became the first African-American woman ever to win a Gold Medal in the Winter Olympics.


Friends, God is faithful to the promises He's placed within your heart. When disappointments come, we need to remember that He is still directing our steps. The disappointments are merely stepping stones to your destiny. Nothing is ever wasted in your life if you'll keep moving forward. Keep praying, keep believing, keep hoping because He is leading you into the destiny He has in store for you!


The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD, and He delights in his way (Psalm 37:23, NKJ).

16/7/2010 -part 2

Leaders goal: DON'T focus on coming 1st - Focus on being the best YOU can be at helping as many as YOU can help!

16/7/2010 -part 2

Leaders goal: DON'T focus on coming 1st - Focus on being the best YOU can be at helping as many as YOU can help!

Encourage yourself in the Lord - Victoria osteen

Do you know how valuable you are in the eyes of God? Anytime we lose sight of our value, we tend to start turning to other people for approval and validation—a parent, boss, or loved one. While we all need encouragement and should receive it from the people around us, we can't let that be our sole source of validation. We have to know that because God validates us, we can validate ourselves. We can't live our lives waiting for the people around us to applaud us; sometimes we have to applaud ourselves. During those times when life seems to be dragging you down, instead of looking to others to encourage you, make the decision to encourage and believe in yourself.


I was at the gym one day on the treadmill speaking with a woman who had just been diagnosed with cancer. She had asked me to pray for her and I said, "Yes, I will pray for you, but I have to tell you something first." I looked her straight in the eyes, and said, "You know, you ought to be so proud of yourself. Look at you! You got up today and came to the gym. You could have pulled the covers over your head and stayed in bed, but you didn't. Instead, you are facing this with great hope and faith. I admire you and you should applaud yourself."


When this woman was reminded of her strength and tenacity, her whole face lit up, she had a great big smile and held her shoulders back. She recognized the importance of affirming herself and giving herself the proper credit.


If we are going to live in victory, our main encouragement has to come from the inside stemming from the affirmation God has given us. Don't be afraid to applaud yourself today. You may be going through some difficult situations, but you have strength to make it through. Encourage yourself, applaud yourself and learn to tap into the abundant strength within you.


…David encouraged himself in the LORD his God (I Samuel 30:6, NKJ).

16/7/2010

Leaders goal: Define ONE THING that over-arc's the many things that you are doing. Keep all activity about the ONE THING!

dont fall for the trap - victoria osteen

http://www.joelosteen.com/HopeForToday/JoelAndVictoriasBlog/Pages/BlogEntry.aspx?item=d732148f-0dc4-44e2-8c76-26f46e8f02e4


Have you ever heard about how hunters used to trap monkeys? The hunter would fill a large barrel with bananas and then cut a small hole in the side of it that was just barely big enough for the monkey to get his hand and arm through. The monkey, completely unaware of the trap, would reach his arm into the barrel and grab one of those bananas. But when he would try to pull his arm out, he wouldn't be able to get his clenched fist and the banana back through the hole. The monkey wanted that banana so badly that he wouldn't release it. Consequently, the hunter would easily capture the monkey. It's interesting that at any point prior to the capture, the monkey could have easily let go of the banana and pulled his hand out of the barrel, but he was so focused on what was in his hand that he didn't even realize he was in a trap!


Many people live like that today—with both hands clenched, so focused on trying to hold on to what they have that they don't even realize that it is robbing them of the freedom and victory God has in store. Don't let that be you! Choose to release anything that's keeping you from God's best in your life. Don't get trapped because you aren't willing to change or reposition yourself or your thinking.


Remember, faith is a process. God leads us one step at a time. He will always put inside of you whatever you need to move forward. If you need strength, it's on the inside of you. If you need hope, it's on the inside of you. If you need joy, determination or encouragement, God has placed it within you. So tap into your God-given resources by faith because He will never ask you to do something that He hasn't already prepared you to do. Be open-handed and open-minded to what God is doing in your life today.


Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past (Isaiah 43:18, NIV).

Now is the time-JoelOsteen

This article is written by Joel Osteen

Let me ask you, if you went to heaven tomorrow, is there something that the world would be missing out on? In other words, do you have a gift that you're not sharing with the world? Are there things in your heart that you're not pursuing because you're afraid? Or you think you're too old, too busy, or don't have what it takes? Well, now is the time to get out of your comfort zone and pursue what God has placed on the inside of you!


This is what the disciple Peter did. When he saw Jesus walking on the water he said, "Lord, let me do that." You can imagine that there were a thousand voices saying, "Peter, are you crazy? You can't walk on water." It's the same voice that says today, "You can't start your own business. You can't be in management. You can't write that book. You're going to get out there and sink." Peter may have heard that still, small voice whispering, "Peter, you still should. God is in control. You're well able. You've got what it takes." And Peter got out of the boat and literally walked on the water.


What "boat" do you need to get out of today? What comfort zone is holding you back from experiencing all that God has placed in your heart? Friend, life is very short. Make sure you're sharing your gift with the world. If you're not passionate about what you are doing or passionate about your career, then you need to consider making changes. We're all going to have some mundane days, but if you're going year after year not enjoying your career, not fulfilled, not satisfied, maybe your main gift is lying dormant. Remember, your gifting is a part of your purpose. No matter how successful you are, if you're not fulfilling your purpose, you will feel that sense of dissatisfaction. Don't waste another day because now is the time to press forward and fulfill what God has placed within you!


Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil (Ephesians 5:15-16, NIV).

Sunday, July 11, 2010

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All change begins with a DECISION. Once the decision is made, DISCIPLINE becomes the bridge between desire and accomplishment.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

11/7/2010

God uses PAIN to Inspect us,Correct us,Direct us & Perfect us. "They meant it for bad but God meant it for good!"' Gen50:20

Friday, July 9, 2010

It's Your Time- Joel Osteen

Today’s Verse: “The vision is yet for an appointed time…” (Habakkuk 2:3, NKJ).


God has planted seeds of greatness on the inside of you. He has predestined that those things in your heart come to pass. You may have had more than your share of unfair things happen in your life. You probably have plenty of reasons to just settle where you are. But understand, the depth of your past is an indication of the height of your future. In other words, if you’ve been through a lot of negative things in the past, it just means that your future is bigger and brighter and greater than you can even imagine. It’s your time to step out and embrace all that God has for you!

Are there dreams and promises that you’ve let go of? Are there things that God has placed in your heart that you’ve given up on? Today is the day to give your dreams a new beginning. Today is the day to allow faith to rise in your heart. Remember, what’s happened to you is not nearly as important as what’s happened in you. Today, you are stronger and wiser than ever before. It’s your time and your season to move forward into the destiny that God has prepared for you!

Prayer for Today: Heavenly Father, thank You for the destiny that You have deposited into my heart. I choose to stand in faith knowing that You are working behind the scenes. Give me strength and wisdom to follow Your leading so that I can embrace all that You have for me. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

Higher - JoelOsteen

Today’s Verse: “From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I” (Psalm 61:2).


Everyone goes through seasons of difficulty. We all face challenges and trials. Scripture tells us that in this world we will have trouble, but we can be encouraged today because He has overcome the world and disarmed it of the power to harm us! Greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world. His ways are higher than our ways, and He has promised to deliver us!

So many times, people feel stuck in their circumstances because they are looking at them from a natural perspective. This natural perspective is limited. It’s small. It’s only a fraction of what’s really going on. But, if we’ll rise up to a higher level, we will see things the way God sees them. We’ll understand His purposes and see the way to victory!

Today, if you’re feeling overwhelmed, Jesus is the rock who is high above your circumstances. When you call on Him, He will be with you. He will lead you and guide you into the higher places He has prepared for you!

Prayer for Today: Heavenly Father, today I release every care and concern to You. Have Your way in my circumstances. Have Your way in my thoughts. Help me, Jesus, to come up higher in every area of my life with You. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

Blameless - Joel Osteen

“For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth to show Himself strong in behalf of those whose hearts are blameless toward Him” (2 Chronicles 16:9 ).

Are you looking for God to move in your life today? The Bible says that God is actually looking to show Himself strong in the Earth. He is looking for those who have a blameless heart toward Him.

When you open your heart to Jesus, and ask Him to forgive you and cleanse you by His blood, He gives you a blameless heart—then you are the person the Lord is looking to work through! When you understand the fact that God longs to work in your life, your faith will increase. Your hope will increase. And God’s work in your life will increase! Have confidence in this scripture today. Begin to thank God for giving you a clean and blameless heart. Thank Him for choosing to work in you.

As you thank and praise Him, expect Him to act! Expect to see Him move mightily on your behalf in every area of your life!

Prayer for Today:Heavenly Father, thank You for the blood of Jesus which cleanses my sins and gives me a blameless heart. Search my heart today and remove anything that isn’t pleasing to You. I open my heart and invite You to work in every area of my life. I bless You and thank You for Your faithfulness, In Jesus Name. Amen.

Faith...!!!!!

Leaders goal: Always developing your capacity to see, intuitively, potential in people; even when others can't see it!

Every time your faith is put on trial, your character is placed on the witness stand.


Effective leaders learn to tell engaging stories with a purpose and an action step.

9/7/2010

when life gives you lemon, make apple juice out of it and leave everyone wondering how in the world you did it.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

You say !! But God says...=)

You say: It’s impossible
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: I’m too tired
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: Nobody really loves me
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: I can’t go on
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms.91:15)
You say: I can’t figure things out
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: I can’t do it
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: I’m not able
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: It’s not worth it
God says: It will be worth it (Romans 8:28)
You say: I can’t forgive myself
God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: I can’t manage
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: I’m afraid
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: I’m always worried and frustrated
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: I don’t have enough faith
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: I’m not smart enough
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: I feel all alone
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Michelle Hamiltion

“By not relying on anyone else except God, I’d learned the limit of my own strength. In these last three days I’d learned more about myself than if i’d spent another sixty years soul searching. My essential self had been opened to me like a book, laying bare all the truths, however painful they may have been for me to face.”

“Life and death are predestined by God. There’s no such thing as an accident or being lucky; it was what God decided for us a long time ago.”

Rachelle Hamilton

“I sometimes wish time would stand still and allow me to hold on to the things I cherish, but it’s impossible isnt it? Life’s just not designed that way. I suppose Im sounding dreadfully morbid, but this catastrophe has made me realize even more that the only stability we have in life is God. He is eternally the same and never changes. Ive exhausted all my options; I feel as if Ive come to the end of the road. It seems there is only one path let open to me and that is to throw myself on God’s mercy and beg for compassion for myself and my child. I know I must place my trust and faith in Him and believe that in His wisdom He knows what He is doing and takes comfort in His words that all things work together for the good.”

Sunday, June 20, 2010

打败我们生命中的哥利亚

在大卫年纪还很轻时,他在人生的第一场战役中
面对敌人就是巨人歌利亚。
当时,大卫以五颗石头就打赢了哥利亚。我们每
个人的生命中都存在着一个巨人,那是我们所面
对的难题或挑战
那么,让我们战胜困境的五颗石子是什么呢?


第一粒石子是过去的石子
这石子包含了你我过去的经历。不论是成功或失败,
过往的经历都应当成为我们迈向未来的推动力.

第二粒石子是祷告的石子
无论生活中大事或小事,在任何情况下我们都要恒
切地祷告,寻求神的手,也寻求神的面.

第三粒石子是优先次序的石子
我们必须清楚知道神是我们生命中的第一位。今天
我们争战不是靠着最好的武器,乃是万军耶和华的
圣名.

第四粒石子是热情的石子
我们必须以充满热忱的心来迎战,打败我们生命中
的哥利亚。如果我们的态度不冷不热,我是无法战
胜巨人哥利亚的.

第五粒石子是持之以恒的石子
无论去到哪里,我们都需要带着这颗持之以恒石子。
当我们拥有坚定的心志时,我们就能突破人生中一
个又一个的难题!

20/6

Decision helps us to start, but discipline helps us to finish!!!

Attitude is a little small thing that will make a difference...!!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

活出生命的色彩

你活着是为了自己还是别人?
有些人会回答说“当然是为自己咯,人不为己,
天诛地灭”或是“我不赚多点钱谁来养我?”等…
圣经里有个人物可以成为我们生活的典范
他就是 ---尼希米


在当时侯,尼希米是个在皇宫里帮皇帝调酒的官员
身为高官,尼希米原本可以过着富足安乐的生活,
但是,当尼希米知道自己故乡的城墙 – 耶路撒冷城
墙被拆毁时,他却愿意舍弃皇宫里的荣华富贵,下
定决心要回到耶路撒冷重建城墙尼希米选择的,是
一个与众不同的生活, 他没有选择为自己而活,而
是为神而活, 因着尼希米的选择,他被掳到异国的
同胞得以归回故乡耶路撒冷, 尼希米以神的事为念,
尼希米是个祷告的人,尼希米也是个有神帮助的人

今天,或许我们希望勤劳的工作能让我们过好一点
的生活,然而钱财、名利都是短暂的利己主义的生
活并不能让我们活出生命的意义, 惟有选择为神的
国度摆上自己,我们才能活出生命的色彩愿神坚定
我们的心,让我们这一生立定心志为神而活
事事
以神的事为念!Amen!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

25/5

Even the great men and women of the Bible made mistakes. They all had shortcomings, but that didn't stop God from loving them.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

23/5

I wonder why??? sometimes cant easy read ppl's mind... sometimes ppl tend to be fake... ppl loves to wear a mask, but u dunno when is her/his true reality... !!!!!!

This is called the homo-sapiens!!!! banyak masalah!!! banyak pattern!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

He already knows =)

Prayer is the voice of faith, trusting that God knows and cares.

The closer you walk with God, the less room for anything to come between.

Be still, and know that He is God. (Be still, and know that I am God. Psalm 46:10)

The Brevity of Life

You can't control the length of your life but you can control its depth.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Respect others

我只是想说,我们的身份和地位可能不同,但人格是没有贵贱之分的,受尊重的权利是相同

Sunday, May 2, 2010

3/5/2010

Now is 12.03am 3rd May 2010 and is her birthday...
today da whole day u looks so busy... both of us feel so strange 2day..
Did u call her... or just a normal sms msg 2 wish her...??

live life with fullness

今天我们有一条生命,一双健全的手,一双健全的脚,来在这世上如何的活,就由我们的信念、价值观和心态上来决定我们是否能活出成功的生命!

2/5/2010

Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light.
This light is your beauty.
This light is your reflection of God.
You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful!!!=)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Thank You - The Katinas

Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord just for loving me
Many times as I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me

Chorus:
Here I am with all I am
Raise my hands to worship You
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you

I could have died in my sin but You saved me
Didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
But instead You took my place
My Jesus, words cannot explain
Even though I don't deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed mercy

CHORUS

I wanna say thank you for the sun
I wanna say thank you for the rain
Everything You do is beautiful
I'm so grateful for Your love

7/4/2010

you mention in your msn we are close to the next level...
what does it mean..??? i hope is not a disappointed answer....

Friday, April 2, 2010

sometimes

sometimes u were dere, sometimes not
sometimes u are sweet, sometimes not
sometimes u are caring, sometimes not
sometimes u are cool, sometimes not
sometimes i can feel u, sometimes i cant

what is ur feeling actually??? do u hv da same feeling like i do???

i wanna hold u tight and be by ur side...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

27/3/2010

I wonder how m i gonna run this race, my faith are so small, and i also questioning myself why m i so different from others... but then one question come to me do i have to be like others....

Ouchh.... the feeling is painful... sometimes i'm blur, sometimes i'm confirmed. Bt i hope to get what i want, n not a disappointing answer....

I really need to build my faith up... bt den how to build up my faith actually...teach me plzz...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

what does present mean to u??

What does present mean to u??
It is a comparison between others??
Sometimes i just wonder what so nice bout comparing...
if u compare the price between a particular product is worth it..
if u compare the quality between a particular product is relevant..
because we as consumers need to know all this to satisfied our needs and wants.
Besides not only consumers, well marketers, supplier, business and cooperate men/women need to observe bout this too...

By the way not only business people do this, well professionals also did comparison.
a doctor will compare a pill mg between both pills -n- identify it whether is suitable for the patients anot...??

All dis are relevant comparison, why some people will compare those useless things.
A present for u is from a person heart, why need to compare.
U want to be the outstanding infront of others but ur attitude wise did not show it.
Dont ever judged others, u'll be judge later on...
The present that we gave, will u appreciate it...???
If u appreciate the present, u would not want to compare with others because u appreciate it.

We need to be smart wise to compare, we need to know, what we need to compare, what we don't. We should satisfied with what we have, we need to appreciate with the living in our lives. Everyday we live, is a grace. There are so many people outside there, crying, shouting, begging someone would help them. Everyone would face problem, when there is people, there sure be a problem, but then how would we overcome it. In your working life, there are people, in your college there are people... We should have wisdom to overcome every circumstances in our daily lives. Appreciate every single day, appreciate every single thing that you have.

Today is a Gift. That's why it is called the Present !!
Because we would not know, what will happen tomorrow .... =)

Sunday, January 17, 2010

18/1/2010

I wanna know are You with me now...
I cant feel You like i do last time...
When I cant feel You,
I am scared
I know i did wrongly..
I am sorry for what I have done
Will You forgive me, and gimme another chance...??
I wanna step into a deeper level...
You know what I want and
what I need...
Please open a way for me.... Please...

Friday, January 15, 2010

15/1/2010

The symptoms of the end of the world has review very clear, people starting burning churches, false prophets, earth quakes happens again. But then are we ready to face all this problems to save the world, to save the people around u your relatives, your close friends, your class mates, your campus, and the market place. We as Christians know that the time is ticking and the world is dying. What are we Christians suppose to do now?? Are we prepared?? Are we bright enough among our friends, the people surrounding us??

Looking back 2009, i thought i've did all my best to my friends, what they want i help them, no matter they are sincere anot, although some is just wanna fulfill their propose, then reach until the end they kick u away like no body business. I left my church ministry, i thought i can help them.i can do my very best to God, But then is all useless. No matter how u help, when they don nid u dey kick u away.

During da 2008 countdown, all my frenz told me they did not have a great year in 2008, bt den i'm happy cozz i've a wonderful 2008 with God's grace. In 2009, i thought i can do most of the things without God bt den is useless. With God, i can do anything, without God, ouch... da way u move is painful.. u can feel da emptines in you...

On the 31/12/2009, my new year resolution, i hope i can go thru, and with no regrets, coz there is not enough time for us anymore..
Everyyear chinese newyear, i feel so excited, bt now, getting older, i don feel the exciment any more.. cozz the time is near...