exam time still can write blog.... hahhaaa

After finishing 2 paper.. 1 more study paper left. Tomorrow, marketing channel paper.. i seriously i hope tat i can get da results tat is beyond my expectation because dis sem gonna end soon, and i hope i can pull up my cgpa. On the other hand, i have not reach da expectation tat i ever wanted since i enter the my first year, in my uni life.

Eversince i cant enter to a government uni, i felt sad and disappointed always, but i still appreciate my life in the the private uni.

Since that day, my friend chiowhui told me about the end of the world, i felt quite ok and normal. because oneday it will happen soon, we just dunno when..??
But since last week i went bck 2 my hometown, during the study break and i planned to study well and achieve good results for my dis exam. But i saw Ann's FB she put her pm 2012 end of the world. When i read that, it really freaking down, and i was like totally shit. Serious?? just in 3 yrs time. den wat for i study...?? hahaha jk statement. Back Back Back!!! =) Ok . 3 yrs, wat should i do... dere is so much things that i not yet do... 3 yrs time is too short. Before that, some one told me 15 yrs, 15 yrs oso nt enough man, den later on some1 told me 5 yrs ,wow.. tat's stressing me in my life. Now 3 yrs....
Can all this dont happen so fast...

This 3 period of time i have a terrible nightmare and i cant sleep wwell.. i gt headache and dunno wat dreams la.... haizz.. In addition, the stupid H1N1 case... thengg... makes everyone cant sleep well and scared.... hope tat those scienctist will faster invent the medicine to cure this sickness and plzz don let it mutate summore.... that time... this world will become worst and worst...
.....i seriously no mood lo..........
Even until now, ytd when i was studying my IM but den no mood 2 study at all... seriously because of this end of the world thingy and some P&CO stuff laa... thengg........

This few months, my shopaholic mood started back again.. haahaa.... my parents ll kill me if i continue shopped like that.. my sis and my frenzz keep on stopping me from buying...
since end of the world is coming, wat for shop so much.. just to calm down and control myself frm buying... hahahha

Actually, i should be studying now, bt den dunno whr 2 express my painful feelings and so i start 2 express it in this blog... hahaa... although this is a brief explaination in my feeling... bt den due 2 my english language problem i dunno how 2 use those 'extremly boombastic' words 2 write and to express my real feelings whole heartedly.. hahaha...