This is what I need now...

I read an article from Pastor Jaeson Ma, bout his mission trip from Jerusalem to Seoul Korea his passion towards Christ. He found out that many believers or Christians who have gone to church for their entire life but they dont know God.

From Jaeson Ma articles, he said I met a person the first night I came to Seoul Korea. This person is very well known, very accomplished, in the eyes of the public a strong believer, faithful to the family, serves in the church and owns a successful company. But this person contacted me to meet for an emergency… I felt led by God to meet with this person and when we met I found out the pain, emptiness and struggles in this person’s heart. This person was empty, on the outside everything seemed perfectly good, perfectly Christian, but on the inside this person was just going through the motions, living in duty and obligation for their entire life. Having faith, but no heart. Having religion, but no relationship. I looked this person straight into the eyes and said, “I don’t think your problem is how to get rid of this sin in your life, I think the deeper issue is that you don’t know God.”

From that it really touch my heart.. this is wat i'm struggling now, everyone said i've changed, i know that i've changed but.. do they know what my heart wants, branded goods, shopping, delicious food, luxuries stuff, money all cant make me happy until now, all these cant make me happy after all, all dis is my outside but my inside.. only God knows what i need and what i wants. God can feel my emptiness.

My passion in life is to know Him. My purpose in life is to know Jesus intimately. My desire when I wake up is to wake up to His beautiful face, His warm embrace and to taste the sweetness of His presence. My goal is to know You more Lord. I want to seek you, feel you, see you and love you with all my heart, soul and strength. Nothing in this life compares to the blessing of knowing You. There is nothing better in this life than to be in Your presence. To feel Your glory, to touch Your grace and to rest in Your arms. I love you Abba Father! I love You my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I adore You oh precious Holy Spirit … how I long to love you more this day, how I cherish every Word You speak to Me, I pray that every person I meet, every person I encounter would know You the way I know You, how I love to be LOVED by You… You alone are my desire. Jesus I need you like I need water to survive…

May this be our prayer this day…. I need Jesus… Come Lord Jesus come!