23/11

Suddenly i feel like hugging u... i dunno why??
u just have the ability to make my heart fall into u...
my heart now has a very weird feeling, i hope u also the same... would u miss me? thinking of me?

Nothing gonna change my love for you ^^

I liked this song very much, sang by 方大同！！这首歌好感动。。。^^
There is an english version, but I like the version sang by the chinese .. hehehhe...



If I had to live without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long,
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live wihout you

Chorus 1
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought know by how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love.

Chorus 2
Nothing gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change to my life through buy nothings gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share this view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.

21/11

Now i only and dream and wait.. would it happen??
Or is my own feeling only.. i dunno what's going on...
Everything is changing when i turn around...
Ouch.... is painful,
i thought that situation will happen on me, but then it changes..
Change to a different direction....
At this moment, i hope to get a shoulder to lean on...

很想有个肩膀依靠........ can I..???

19/11

Time flies... end of da year d... new year is coming soon. Sometimes i wonder.. is new year good, or da world gonna end soon. Since i was a little girl, i loves celebrating CNY alwayss..coz is fun, gathered with all my cousies, shopping, new clothes, house warming, woww.. is fun and amazing, but now age is getting older. I still like celebrating CNY coz can buy new clothes and enjoy my shopping spree... hooray... But now, the feeling would not be like last time, because worried of the end of the world...ok... don think of it anymore.. everytime when dis concept or statement came to my mind, it makes me uncomfortable and nightmares... arrgghhh...

This sem, very free, free until always stay at home ' measure road' ohh.. shit mann.. i cant stand this type of life.. too free...hahhahaaa....
This end of the year, the weather in Malaysia is cold, no matter in KL or Malacca... wow... i love the cooling weather mann.. is amazingg... hehehhehee=p And my friend in Melbourne started complain the weather is Melbourne is damm hot, coz Malaysia has stolen their cold weather.. wat nonsence is this la wei... hahhahaa.. bt den damm funny aa...
hahhaaaa...

Ok.. we gonna spend our time in our last sem, and every1 gonna choose their path to their future.. hahahhaa. But then i hope tat everyone will continue pursue their studies for a better future.. hehhee... ^^ hope to be with u all nx year again.. hhahahaa=p

12/11

Supposingly i have to study now, bt den... hahah blogging, fb-ing, chatting. hahahaha
now flu, fever make ,me no mood to study...
i wonder how m i goin 2 sit for my examm tmr... plzz help me to concentrate... thankss... Amen!! =)

it makes me sad =(

Today, me and a few friends went to the marketing department to ask about the UOS degree thingy. And i've made my decision to study at UOS. Then i told my dad bout my decision and he said what.?? That time segi told us at the beginning that our degree just nid to add about 10kplus only but now degree is 32k extra and if u take the segi degree is 34k. what is that going on o. Segi o the price is higher than UOS.

Then my ptptn loan is we need to borrow from government around 50k. No income now but already owe government around 16k den now le another 30k... haizz...
I told my dad he was like... huh..?? he voice actually ok geh bt den he changed wat?? den how bout my sis gonna study in uni soon, later on my brother... how if my sis did not get her scholarship?? den why not go mmu study since i continue it in m'sia d... MMU... i don wan... u noe i don like mmu all this while....seriously i don like mmu. i don wan mmu. Not to say what la, i understand my dad feeling also suddenly need alot of money, and compare between me, my sis and my bro of course they are smarter than me and their result of course better than me alot... bt den i don wanna stop now... seriously i don wan...

After the degree thingy now, my house, where m i suppose to stay now o..?? our hse contract gonna end on the january 2010. but now like everything also not confirm not confirm.. what m i suppose to do...

I just want my degree cert and I just want to find a house to stay with a good environment... but where and when can i get the answer asap??? i don wanna cried bout dis anymore... my age cant wait anymore... plz.. i beg u!!!

last october and welcoming the new november =)

Last saturday which is 31 october. It was halloween day.. we went out for dinner at tesco den we spent our time in Laundry The Curve. there were 7 of us there.. da place was full and we ordered 2 buckets of beer.. ermm.. wow... every1 drank quiet alot tat day... hahahaa

We saw ppl dressing up wifth their custom.. oo... they are brave enough although we are not in the US .. hahhaaa...

Novermber starts, we need to really plan our future now.. seriously because, we still dunno our direction, actually everything was well planned bt den da college ruined it all.. they nv consider of their outstation students like us. we need to find home, rent room.

And now, uad all nid 2 go kl. wat..?/ kl..?? i hate tat place.. got transport nvm.. bt den nid 2 take bus all.. how bout raining times... my parents would not like me go to kl... i hate changing situation all the times...

Currently, about uos some said feb cant take loan, some say can..which 1 is da real answer. y cant take loan, government always increase the higher education loan in the 2010 budget, to achieve this objectives government will consider relaxing rules and regulations, this will reduce the IPTA to reduce their financial dependance on government. why government uni students loan are more than us the private college students??

If seriously uos cant take loan, wat shud i do now..?? go kl study uad..?? ohh.. no.. i don wan kl .. plzz...... my frenz still can wait coz they are still young bt me... my age... when i graduate.. all things not gonna be da same....